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Life After Football

by The Smith Street Band

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I don’t come here with solutions I come to you with ideas I don’t get no retribution Can’t make the bad thoughts disappear I want to make great art that doesn’t sell Tell a couple of contemporaries to go to hell I don’t know how to save the planet But complaining doesn’t help I don’t come here with an answer Nor do I think that I can I’m the parties over dancer Just the cleaners and the band I’m not trying to present a fiction And tell you that it is fact I don’t care who’s wares you’re pitching I don’t give a fuck about all that I was poured into this body For just one important thing Nothings ever gonna kill me If I can play guitar and sing I don’t come her with an answer Nor do I think that’s my job I’m the parties over dancer in the car park smoking bongs I don’t come here with an answer Nor do I think that I could I’m the parties over dancer Pulling shapes I don’t think I should
2.
I think I’m supposed to be I think I’m supposed to be lonely But life doesn’t stop when you fall down And falling down never stopped me Cannot reason with the fire Once it decides it’s burning down your home Stop listening to music we’re all fucking liars Without you we’d have nowhere else to go Can’t get much closer, can’t get much closer than this I’m scared of the future there’s always something amiss Can’t get much closer, can’t get much closer than this I’m scared of the future there’s always something and I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots My bed is unmade but in a good way I can live with the nostalgia and the shame When I change my name I’ll never be like the people in advertisements Down the barrel of the camera with a knowing smile and a wry grin Even after witnessing such destructive purposeless Next time it’s at my front door I’d have a hard time not letting it in What no one tells you about men who disappear into madness is sometimes they welcomed it What no one tells you about being smothered by sadness is sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting Can’t get much closer, can’t get much closer than this I’m scared of the future there’s always something amiss Can’t get much closer, can’t get much closer than this I’m scared of the future there’s always something and I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots My bed is unmade but in a good way I can live with the nostalgia and the shame When I change my name Let the memories fade Let the sunlight in Let the music change Let the people sing Let the stars collide Let the bastards win Let the memories die Become everything
3.
Put me on lexapro A couple of days ago Said I’ll experience nausea It’ll help with the mania I can handle the turbulence I don’t like that I’m used to it I can’t stand the uncertainty What the fuck do you want from me? Was this just all for inspiration? Was I getting ideas above my station? Things were already terrible Upped the stakes to unbearable I am becoming paranoid I am falling into the void But as much as you can get used to something like this I am getting used to it Put me on duloxetine Felt more like ketamine Was this just all for inspiration? Was I getting ideas above my station? Was this just public relations!? I always felt a little fear suddenly it’s so very here I always heard a little voice can’t drown it out not with all my noise Was this just all for inspiration? Was I getting ideas above my station? Was this just public relations!? Everyone is lying to you for money
4.
Dilute 03:24
City is grey but it's glowing in silver We took cigarette breaks on the bench by the river Your hair brushed my cheek as I bumped your shoulder Are you trying to get close or is it just getting colder? And the fireworks out but the darkness won’t come Are you following me am I just playing dumb? At the door to your flat you fumble for keys and I’m listening I said everyone is in love but me and I told it to the trees and they couldn’t give a fuck At the restaurant at the after party said you had to leave thought that I was out of luck You put your number in my phone We are listening to sad dance music coming up in the afternoon Our bad behaviour had such good excuses I start to think that might be the honeymoon You’ve got magic you’ve got music and I promise I will never dilute Everyone is in love but me and I told it to the trees and they couldn’t give a fuck In the restaurant at the after party said you had to leave thought that I was out of luck You put your number in my phone I can fix your broken shower but I can’t make your boyfriend love you Let's steal away on a magic hour a dappled sun-lit winter afternoon Everyones in love but me and I told it to the trees and they told me to go home From the restaurant at the after party I had to leave you put your number in my phone
5.
I couldn’t see a thing but I could hear destruction in the dark Corrugated iron and timber rip and wrench my roof apart As each tree fell it felt like the earth was trying to catch its breath Tunnels of wind whipped through the hills and kicked the forest half to death Everything was already falling it’s just falling faster now The power lines frantic like cut snakes in the wind that brought them down My shady lane was torn to shreds, a mess of dirty brown and green I threw my bag over my head, headed where I said I’d try to be Once in a lifetime you get days like these There’s sure been a lot of once in a lifetimes lately You rescued me on the main road up near the footy ground Now I’m masked up and sanitised in a hotel in my hometown The army established a post on Ballan-Daylesford Road It was a couple days of hope til I knew if I still had a home My hideout deep among the trees it had nearly flattened me I still hear the wind whip through the clearing when I’m trying to fall asleep The last few weeks the world felt fast what I’m learning to understand If you tread water for so long your feet feel unstable on land Once in a lifetime you get days like these There’s sure been a lot of once in a lifetimes lately Nobody thinks about life after football Everyone swears they live in the future I didn’t know we were moving the goalposts Much less tearing them down forever You told us we were invincible You showed us you didn’t care
6.
I am poison in a black t-shirt Underneath it I do not work Chemical morning with the midnight sun I taste detergent on my deterred tongue What would I tell you if you had my voice? Would I recognise myself in the noise? All these little things I lie about Just make it easy when I get found out Just make it easy You are sleeping in my black t-shirt You always pick the ones I’ve worn to work How can I explain to you days like these? I cannot be awake I cannot be I worry one day I will lose my mind I worry one day that I will lose everything Never treated myself all that kind What have I achieved with all of this time? Just make it easy Don’t turn around
7.
I watched the MCC mafia all descend A dark cloud all dressed up in Polo Ralph Lauren Was immediately swept up into them Just out here talking ‘bout normal things with my fellow normal men Held my hand up to my chest felt it tighten Poured alcohol all over my best intentions I was already on the outside looking in Talking about negative gearing with your old school friends Talking ‘bout negative gearing, baby I notice stains on my 3XL black t shirt My purple painted nails are all caked up in dirt “Those tattoos did you do them yourself? Did they hurt? Are you sleeping with the fans? How much money do you earn?” And I was gonna be the leader of the youth And I was gonna be the Jason of the group But now I’m stuck here making the smallest talk with you about Negative gearing, private schools Negative gearing and in-ground swimming pools No ones better at cocaine than these young Liberals And that’s both true to life and entirely metaphorical No one here came to complain, I can’t help but feel the same I will hide in the bathroom and I’ll forget your name
8.
I keep dreaming that my hairs falling out I wake up and fill a whole day with doubt I’m still hurting and I don’t know how long Til society feels like where I belong People are planets and planets move slow In elliptic orbit around what they know All this time in silence all this time apart Accustomed to inside blowing up the dark I was working on my birthday Working on your birthday What was it all for? If I’m just gonna do nothing forever I don’t wanna do nothing forever I keep dreaming that I’m falling off a cliff I don’t try stop the drop I just go with it Then I kick the pillow and I wake the dog who doesn’t understand why I just feel lost What do we do when football season ends? What is the difference between weekdays and weekends? My energy sapped by my weekly check-ins Hold it together while nothing happens Hold it together I was working on my birthday Working on your birthday What was it all for? It’s just me and all of the other sexy Germans spinning through the atmosphere Spent 50 Euro on weed in the park and I got ripped off but I don’t care We are hanging out with the setting sun Our shared language is smiles and its drugs I’m happy here lost and carefree The whole world is so far away from me I don’t wanna do nothing forever I’m not gonna be someone for everyone but I don’t wanna be no one forever Life feels pointless the distance breaks my heart Killing time waiting for the world to start Stay strong in the face of the fear That good news don’t stay good for long around here
9.
Elvis 02:22
This was gonna be the party When did I start acting badly? Lied to me while I was sleeping I lied to you bout my body We can talk about the old days Finish each other in familiar ways Is there anybody else like me? Antithalian, pernoctalian, I’m an alien All my emo friends are DJs They’re making minimalist music for the cocaine cowboys to play I was a big ball of enthusiasm getting off the train Now I’m a broken birthday banner lying trampled in the rain I was walking in slow motion, doubting even my own devotion But I’m too old now to be this uncomfortable Got my privilege kept my addictions functional Is there anybody else like me? Antithalian, pernoctalian I’m an alien I feel like Elvis circa ‘77 Consume, consume, consume then die I’m the corpse of the king getting drop kicked out of heaven Sitting in the car park getting high I’m fat, dead, Elvis getting high
10.
Nightmare 03:59
It’s 7 am and I have nothing to say, countdown the minutes til you motor away Every action has an equal or opposite reaction you should write that on your hand We sit so snug in the tension getting angry at things I don’t trust myself to mention Examining the intricate detail of the stain on the ceiling pleading with you to understand That I’m not working for the government I’m not working for the man I am also scared of everything I think we should still make plans You’re here now you’re gone and I watched everything change I got new sheets my furniture got rearranged and I tattooed a few things on myself Just cause I am sleeping on new stains doesn’t mean I don’t lie awake with old pains My new life so big and so empty makes everything I own seem so damn small I’m not working for the government I’m not working for the dole I also want to fix everything I think I’ll help you stand tall Push me up against the bedroom wall And everything is so much better now than before Why don’t I feel any better than I did before? Called me to talk about your nightmare And I wanted to but didn’t care Called me to talk about yourself again Called me to talk about yourself Wanted to tell me about your dreams And the inconvenience of mine Called me to talk about yourself again Called me to talk about yourself I’m not working for the government I’m not working much at all I am also scared of everything I think I’ll help.
11.
Walked to your house in the dark with bleeding palms and nothing but intentions Lit myself with your spark, span around and ripped down my defences Convince us both of all the places we’ll go I’m no better now than I was before Would you like me more if I was less like you? If I was less like you would you like me more? I deserve love I don’t think that enough I’m uncomfortable around people I can’t lie too, I cannot lie to you The sky out here is massive it wraps you like a blanket The memories we share our lives with cannot hurt us when we’re in it Convince us both of all the places we’ll go I’m no better now than I was before Would you like me more if I was l less like you if I was less like you would you like me more? Would you like me less if I was more like you if I was less like you would you like me more? I deserve love I don’t think that enough

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released November 25, 2022

Recorded by Fitzy at Bush House Studios
Mixed by Anton Hagop
Mastered by George Georgiadis at Little Wing Sound
Additional engineering by Matt Bodiam

Front & Back Cover paintings by Kate Birrell
Layouts by Axil Lonergan
Handwriting & Alternative album art by Will Johnstone
Photography by Ian Laidlaw

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